Insanity

I still impress myself with my awesome decision making, because it seems no matter what I decide people are let down. That is just life so I try to keep my head up through it but so many things that can potentially go wrong are completely and utterly my fault, I am to blame for too many terrible scenarios. What can I do though? To have things otherwise would be to change who I am completely. Insanity is defined as doing one thing over and over but expecting different results each time, or something like that, right? Well does that make me insane for continuing on my existence as me, Dakota Lee Wilder, not changing a thing about who I am, and expecting happiness to come my way?

Maybe, but possibly not. Things are getting more and more complicated each day, with the things I've started here in PCB, and with the fact that i'm moving to North Carolina. Let us not forget one of my biggest crushes ever has started talking to me, a girl from Zephryhills that moved to Texas. It is crazy what is going on right now, but I think I can handle and balance it all out without doing anything too majorly stupid, at least I hope so. I guess time will tell eh? So how about you come, sit next to me, and watch the grains of sand fall through to the bottom of the hour glass with me, and take notes of my mistakes so in later debates you can demoralize me with them. That is the new trend with exes and former friends in my life it seems like, my mistakes are put out to display and shone brightly so people I don't know can tell me about them.

Anyways, I guess I will make this blog and try to keep up with it to randomly vent and maybe add some poems and such. We will see, will this be kept up with? Probably not. Because I know I won't gain any followers. So what is the point of it? I'll basically bet talking to myself on the internet for anybody to see, the only difference from real life is it will be in text form and once again for anybody to see. Not just anybody can walk up in my room and see me conversing with myself seriously as if debating the new ideals for a society to live under. Man, now that I think about all this writing, I got a plethora of story ideas I need to work on and finish. I need to dedicate myself to my writing and recording, but it is so hard to do because I get discouraged and distracted so easily.

It is what it is though right? Well I think I am pretty much done with writing this little blog post/introduction post to start off this account with. If anyone happens to read this and decides they want to subscribe that would be pretty awesome and I would make sure you get alien baby puppies when I go through with my intergalactic experiment, don't ask what it is or else I will have to turn your first born child in to a giant cookie and sacrifice it to the moon. Don't ask, the moon loves giant baby cookies, it is a sick, sick moon. Have a nice night.